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I don't want to write about you,

but I can't hold it in..

I'm filled with excitement and anger..

all I want is to be with him,

I disguise this secret so well but my blood is rushin thin

I think he can hear my heart beat pound as his voice lingers across my skin

and you wonder what my smile's about my heart's about to spill

all I'm askin is for you is to fill it in,these incomplete spaces hold my chin

just as I say hello I stare wonderin if I could ever be his

because he's not just a boy, to me he's a prince

but I know I'm no princess..though I wish

because I know he'll notice me in beauty's way, not just when I trip

and instead of saying "I love you" give that sentence a flip

call me up and tell me you'll never let go, blow me away like the wind

instead I'm dreamin fallin like off a cliff

and my mind is tellin me this is all a trick

and my heart is tellin me I'm broken give me a fix

it's him you could never be with

it's me you could never see it in

I'm sorry but it's something you gotta cope with

I'm so sick..I'm so sick

I need a lift..I want you to give me that lift

from those arms to those lips

til' that last day he ever gave me a kiss

this moment..where this sentence begins

I've fallin..though hooked on like a pin,

I love you..here I am saying it

I'm on a twist..

please answer this..

will I ever get over you? that's my question now

well I have to find a way some how..

I tried everything..my heart continues to pound

only because of you..and it's only getting loud

I'm hiding beneath these clouds

my angel I'm callin out for you please come down

stop hiding come on out

the past comes rushin back..can you hear the sound

foot steps echo the sound that surrounds

hard to let go..don't want to hurt myself as I drop to the ground

I could just wait and sit around

pay for the pain it's self

fade with a single beats sound

erase an empty page with doubts

lose a thought while being proud

keep lookin up when my head should fall down

wish upon a star that's even hiding behind a cloud

allow everything to be stopped

self control was supposed to be found

I could hold onto time

but time never came sittin against a couch

my mind is rushin I'm runnin out

words can't explain

and I can't tell what the actions about

trust in myself is just not allowed

I assume the exact opposite

from what's behind the shadows that surround...

I choose to stick with you..

"How can I start off this letter..I know this wont make things any better but everything reminds me of you..

why can't we be together...this weather is pretty lonely ironic hey? never knew forever was never, walked half a mile..already gone that's pretty clever while my mind roles the memories..However, I don't enjoy that play back because I miss you.. and it's time you come and get her because things are gettin a little tenser my heart is cut in half right through the center and I can't help but control this temper its to hard I think it's about time I surrender.."

what do you think of this?..I was writing to you

I never finished

because all this confusion began to intrude..

"I try to look for some one to blame..try to turn my words around showin my second face,trapped in the darkness trynna find a way, I can't see where I'm goin I'm blinded from such a drastic change..and I flip pages back,hopin to find my way out this trap,but nothin can replace this pain..I try to let it go but it just ain't the same, trynna fight with my every strength, but my weakness beats me down with the worlds weight..with just one last try before it's to late,didn't they say it was never to late..that was before time was added in the race, now I can't catch my breath I feel insane..trynna walk away..hold onto you..regain my faith, as I keep wanting you.."

-Written By Esra Chebli