with the start of depression of no hugs

when all I needed is love

til oneday I got exposed to drugs

took a sniff..

til every sniff was never enough

got this addict..

til this addict became way to much

I can't live without it

when in the beginin I doubt it

thought I was strong

just one sip ain't wrong

and now Imma drug attict

took me to rehab

but rehab act like static

these drugs were magic

but they said my drug use was massive

and now I'm layin here

I gotta have it

with the temptation

this high sensation

but yet crashin into my life is tragic

hurtin my mamma

man I can't forget her reaction

when she told me

why this the only thing that reach my satisfaction

when now all I be is on my own

 child care came and took me away from my home

so I guess I gotta pay for the consequences of my actions

hope I get well and walk outta here laughin.

Written By Esra Chebli

Runaway Love instrumental (Ludacris ft Mary J)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWhxcgXTdlY
-Just began lyrics tonight only got verse one finished.
will be updated..

(verse #1) 25sec-1:05
These thoughts be scary when they be comin by
wanna runaway from home
start a hole new life
things aren't gonna be the same...
leavin everythin behind
but it's time to work things out
take the pain away from my life.
poppin pills, maybe drug use
or runnin from a relationship with physical abuse
I'm holdin myself down with the right thing to do
so I runaway in my own world and thats where I find you..
where I once seeked for love and affection..
where I once bled out of emotional depression..
and now when I find someone just right
when I be blind from a completley fine pupil in my eye..
how nobody listen or see the pain that I'm sippin
losin everythin but it just don't finish
what is left for me to do?
I guess runnin away is the only thing that came through..

Written By Esra Chebli