Im not the happy girl you think I am

people rate my personality a ten

but when I look in the mirror all I see is pretend

I call myself a true friend

but nothin seems to last til' the end

I always got my shoulder to lend

I always have a message that I need to send

I still got words that need to be said

how come life is so hard to go through

theirs so much things I gotta do

who ever is reading this

what do you see when I look at you

I'm sick in this forever flue

I guess I'm still trynna find who I am

I hope I find me soon

It's like I lost who I once was

and now I'm someone new

I never missed anyone so much

I mean the real me

the inner me I lost

were my heart thats suppose to be touched

I wish by an angel

the me who's suppose to be loved

it's not the feeling like I gave my soul away

it's the feeling of a different me in every way

it's hard to see how I'm hurting today

the mirror is the only place

I can look at my face

and see how I have really changed

me is so hard to face

other then blood my body is filled with shame

the feeling of no stronger pain

how can it go away

so I keep moving in the same way

Written By Esra Chebli