with the start of depression of no hugs

when all I needed is love

til oneday I got exposed to drugs

took a sniff..

til every sniff was never enough

got this addict..

til this addict became way to much

I can't live without it

when in the beginin I doubt it

thought I was strong

just one sip ain't wrong

and now Imma drug attict

took me to rehab

but rehab act like static

these drugs were magic

but they said my drug use was massive

and now I'm layin here

I gotta have it

with the temptation

this high sensation

but yet crashin into my life is tragic

hurtin my mamma

man I can't forget her reaction

when she told me

why this the only thing that reach my satisfaction

when now all I be is on my own

 child care came and took me away from my home

so I guess I gotta pay for the consequences of my actions

hope I get well and walk outta here laughin.

Written By Esra Chebli