Tuesday, December 28, 2010

At what point?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWAyN01r8Zs

Another one, another two
am I really losing you?
fourteen..fifteen
that's quite a few
they just keep drifting away like the moon..
lightened up my world..
now it's just me and who?
a reflection..a shadow why leaving so soon?
can I fix anything up?
are you not amused?
my jokes..my laughter
is my voice outta tune?
are my sentences like trapped in fumes
when that spark only came from you
it was like an electric balance between us two..
why question myself trynna find anything I can do,
to save the both of us when were obviously through
when theres no mistakes I can fix and never redo
or a person to replace I thought you knew..
I can't wait for you is there anything I need to construe?
man all I wish is we'd at least pursue.
pursue our happiness and believe it's true
because I believened you
and saw hope in just goodbye without at view..
bustin this shit up in rhymes trynna get to you
but nobody can hear me I'm fallin in a loop
spinning and spinning
that I can't put a stop to
wishing and giving
lost..
I'm at the point where I'm wishin everything could just stop
and the world could stop turning like that stick around the clock
rollin so fast it's throwin me off the top
quit lookin at the watch it's screwin up my thoughts
wanting to be away from the world and what it's got
this stress and anger got me trippin at the spot
my friends I'm endin at the dot..
tangled up in a knot
what can I say am I makin sense in this font?
hear me out world from those clouds to these rocks
quit throwin me back and fourtth your hurting me as I drop
trynna figure out what this is and what its not
searchin for clues playin detective runnin from the cops
the feeling where my brain's about to pop
it's like no matter what I do I keep gettin mocked
by myself
doin the same thing over and over do I deserve any props?
it's like I'm not accomplishing anything as these words bond..
I can write for so long and still ask myself what it is I'm doin wrong..
but it's so difficult when you cant seem to find the cons..
the motions of moving on
letting go when your really trying to hold on
I've been trying for so long
but things get so hard
come to think of it this walk is goin way to far..

Written By Esra Chebli

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