lOVE BIRDS

MOVE IN THEIR OWN

DIRECTION

eleven months down the drain

your love has gotten you two insane

remember when you didn't even know eachothers name

what happened to your love for everything to be delayed

are those the words that both of you needed to say

you don't know what you got til' it's gone

now your both cryin after you realized what you lost

everything thrown away

both of you thinkin the same way

sayin that nothin will ever change

how do you know that it will stay the same

look in his eyes

look in hers

and tell eachother it will never work

say I don't love you no more without taking a pause

because you both know what your letting go

something so precious

I know you know

walked away leaving your teardrops behind

wonderin how you will go on with life

your both begining to regret the fight

it wasn't worth it to say those hurtful words

look how we ended the night

one last time in the arms

broken hearts

GoodBye

you two angels cry

Written By Esra Chebli

 

R.I.P 

rest in peace Micheal Jackson 

how did this all happen?

the king of pop endin so tragic

when his music be like magic

entertain us with his dancin

the moonwalk

to me he's a chanpion

to him black and white there was no difference

he even made a song of why we have to live this

hatin him for his actions

Micheal a petifile?

somebody tell me what that is

the game made a song about him

featurin others

the world of entertainment ain't the same

everything so different

we all miss him

grew up with child abuse

and now he's a legend

rest in peace..

Written By Esra Chebli

Is looks all that matters?

the mirror dosn't lie..

he is what made my heart shatter

what is it you don't like?

is it my hair or my eyes?

is my nose to big

or is it my awful smile?

I know I can't aford the things she has

but still I think I have something any girl would want to have

she has the latest trends in fashion

and I have the fashion that would atleast reach his satisfactions

her perfect smile

her perfect eyes

her perfect home

her perfect life

but why are you so into her?

what is it about her that makes you so sure?

I could be a perfect lover

she is just an ordinary girl

her money on your mind

and you on my mind all the time

I gave all the signs

what will it take for you to realize

you don't even have a clue

right now I'm sitting here crying for you

and your sittin with her keepin her company

I don't even know what to do

she got everything I dont have

so I guess with you I'll never get the chance

Written By Esra Chebli

IRockMySelfToSleep...

I rock myself to sleep

rocka my baby.

but no song for me

layin in my bed my eyes tear

as I flash through my dreams

movin along in a nightmare

rock an rock an rock

back an forth

the sound of tick tock

go to sleep

I have a little lullabye for you to hear

you ain't no baby in my eyes

so rock yourself to sleep with no kiss goodnight

half awake half the night

half the time all it be is

cry an cry an cry

noone could see I turned off the lights

be sure you have a tissue right next to you

because I won't be here by your side givin it a whipe

cryin solo

on a lonely street

no..I'm in my room to go to sleep

cry an cry

no need to whipe your tears

keep cryin theres no need to fear

it's gettin late

I'm still wide awake

were is my song?

it's to dark I'm afraid

I rock myself like a baby in a creb

when mamma use to sing

go to sleep my little baby and give a kiss in the end

but were you at now?

on your bed cryin yourself to sleep

I know how it be mamma

I can hear you scream

I know you be wide awake all night

and blame it on the sound of the t.v

you rocked me til' I fell asleep

now Imma rock you til' your last tear

no need to be sad mamma I'm here

don't fear Imma sing you a lallabye til your last tear

I'll sing to you and end it with a kiss goodnight

mamma Imma be the tissue for your runny eyes

I'm the kid who you raised

I grew up and now I'm here to sing

"mamma don't you cry, mamma I'm right here,

mamma dont you try, mamma Imma stay to whipe your last tear

I'll sing you a lullabye like you sang for me

Imma end it with a kiss goodnight for your sweet dreams

mamma don't you cry I'm still here

just shhhh and go to sleep

I'll rub your back and tuck you in your sheets

so mamma please don't barry yourself with your tears"

Imma hug you tight and play with you

just like you did to me

imma sing to you

mamma I'm still here

theres no need to tear

it's the only thing I never want to see

it's time to get some sleep

rock an rock an rock

I rock myself to sleep

it's your turn

who will be here to whipe your tears?

tick tock

back an forth

who will rock you to sleep?

Written By Esra Chebli

                            

 Yet Empty..but still so much goin on in my head

                                                         

Will you care to be my wife?

yes I will..and I promise to stay with you til' the end of time

Will you be here when I need you by my side?

yes I will..and I promise I will already be next to you to show you the guide

Will you ever tell a lie?

no..I promise that it will never have to be the reason if we fight

Will I always find you right next to me at night?

yes you will..I promise my arms will stay wrapped around you til' the morning light

I love you

I love you too

So now will you wrap this ring around your finger?

yes I will..and I promise taking it off will be like committing a sin

Take my hand

and share with me a kiss

I will lock it on to your lips

I promise to never lay them against another

Me to

can we share a moment for our dance?

Yes we can

but if I step on your feet give me another chance..

Yes I will

and another chance I will always give.

By Esra Chebli

Beep, Beep

I be ridin in a GT

with the subs bouncin up high from the CD

my head be bouncin to the ceilin

chrome everythin

nah..I'm just dreamin

normal home down north

ain't expensive

I live down by a school yard.

gotta dodge mini

you know..my parents got it from a used store

with the economy up high

and the recession in

all it be is no work

trynna give in

livin in a small world

everyday is the beginin

I ain't tellin a hood story bout a young girl

drugs, ghetto hood shit

I ain't got no experiences

I ain't never even been merked

my life ain't delirious

I'm just the tool of my own world

screwin myself over

the small things got me so

every sentence got me usin and or..

normal shit people don't see

ordinary

ain't extraordinary

I just play along with the beat

makin a mill

that ain't my skill

gettin them bills

but that's only me when I be standin on till

I ain't the type to be walkin down streets

makin fights trynna be like the UFC

I was the type of kid that sits lonely under a tree

coutin ants, multiplyin all there feet

the kid were there was never a extra seat

an open door I always preferred to just take a peak

I'm so hood

is what I prefer not to be

because I prefer to just be me

and me is who I prefer people to see

or else I know I be cryin on my bed sheet.

the fancy things in life I don't need

because I got everything that gets me stronger to believe.

Written By Esra Chebli

Rob Jamal Writes-

Rob Jamal Writes produces music but also has tracks which will be on his mixtape comin out very soon, right now he is going through a couple of problems (internet, time, work) but is still tryin his very best to keep his things goin. Disregarding those difficulties, Rob is glued to his music and does not let nothing keep him from doin his stuff. Rob is inspired by his music, and has inspired me. I opened up my hidden talent to him, I started off writing poems, but now I write lyrics and this is something I never thought anyone would care for, until he taught me that it dosn't matter if noone cares, it's how much I care. I want to give a huge shout out to him!! because I know that I wouldn't be here today if it weren't for his encouragment, and he is doin an awsome job acheiving his dream! and I know forsure it will be all worth it in the end for the effort he's putting in this.

                     

How?
Dont be cryin on my shoulder

baby your lyin to your girl

when I be cryin lookin through our folder

back and forth

from when you stepped into my world

we grew apart as we grew older

baby you was always the only one

baby you was the one who said you was done

baby you said I was the only one when you was just havin fun

baby you was the one I thought brought the sun

what happened to our friendship?

what happened to our love?

everything went so wrong

I thought I was loved

but you was just up for the lust

you hurt me

and now im stuck

I cant believe I fell for you

man I'm so struck

lookin in my eyes when you verbalize your lies

wishin I turn back in time to throw you outta my life

you acted like everything was right

made me believe everything is fine

you lied in the tears you've cried

even the sun when it shined

I'm tied

even after the fight

I still got light

but this light aint as bright

it aint the same

somethin missin that I need to find

I still gotta seek for were it hides

Written By Esra Chebli

I'll start with the letter "A" 

and end with the letter "Z"

but that's only for the letters in the alphabets..

with you

I'll start with the letter "I"

and end with a letter "U"

I start all by myself

then continue on with U

I then put the letters,

L,O,V,E

together

and put it between I and U

I keep U

and add an "S"

to make US

so I glue it on to continue with the rest

I lay "P" next to "S"

and "A" next to "R"

then plug in "K"

to add a little S,P,A,R,K

now I'm left with

B,C,D,F,G,H,J,M,N,Q,T,W,X,Y,Z

but could be placed anywhere because no words could explain.

Written By Esra Chebli

In The Shoes Of Homeless Person 

A lonely street, rain puddles beneath my feet

wrapped in a white sheet

I'm homeless..

I need to find a better place to sleep

dogs bark

people scream

what I hear

the things I see

a man chasing a young girl

I don't got a phone to call the police

food in desperate need

suffering of starvation

signs of dehydration

someone help me please

come and rescue me

it doesn't take superman to come set me free

money spent on roads,

building expensive new homes

I'm callin out for help

I try to speak at a higher tone

life I felt

people livin life to show

but what do you think you would do if you were livin in my shoes?

I aint talkin bout no hoes

this is bout me

layin next to a garbage can

bumpin into people drunk up for a one night stand

all I need is a helping hand

that's all I ask for is another chance

money to live?

these are my only pair of ripped pants

look at the tears in my eyes

then you'll see what hurt is

everyone seems to fight

it's killing me to watch this

am I just a dreamer..

people strive for a partner to lock a kiss

but for me I strive to find a better life to live.

Written By Esra Chebli

Is it a typical story, 

about a boy and girl who thought there love would be glory 

nothing happened to as planned

because he didn't know how she felt truly

she is now in a different country

and she wonders,

"does he think of me?"

she does..but does he know

nothing could stop there love if it's meant to be

so far away

here is the night..and there is the day

the sunsets as she goes to sleep

but he is wide awake

so they don't meet in their dreams

it's a long distance relationship,,

but not only distance

even from deep with in

will they meet once again?

this is a story that is happening to a friend

who once told me that she will stay loving him til' the end.

By: Esra Chebli

the words so strong and loved

your sweet talk the way you lift me up

you use all the above

cuz you know I'm fallen for you boy, and i cant get enough

you help me out when I am stuck

you show me the guiding light over the darkest night,

deep in love

baby I'm so struck

your eyes

your smile

everything about you that makes me tough

my heart is all yours

I never trusted anybody well enough

you stop them as they start to bluff

you help me get through when things get rough

you help my every breath and every puff..

 by: esra chebli

pain pounding against my head

numbness on one part

but then the numb starts to spread

is it to blame on a broken heart?

or a soul nearly dead..?
it hurts..

I'm still trying to continue on with the rest

how can I make it stop 

it's like a pest

it's eating up the inner me

it's so obsessed 

unstoppable pain
maybe from the stress
maybe it's to blame..
or the heart beating against my chest

By: Esra Chebli

One last teardrop

it's sliding down from my eye

One last teardrop

its before the end of my cry

One last teardrop

it's the one that brings out the inside

One last teardrop

it's what makes the rain fall from the sky

One last tear drop

it's worth the accept-ion..

you could never be more you then you are at this moment

One last teardrop

let it fall

let it slip down your cheek slowly..

One last teardrop

  it's the lonely..

By: Esra Chebli

Hearing your voice once again,

looking at your face and I pretend..

reading over the messages you have sent

your last words..

us, the perfect blend

Im going to love you til' the end

and im gonna cry for you every night til' I find you right next to my side

ur love is all I depend

my hand  I will lend

you will be always more then a friend

I promise I will emend

I'm going to make up for all the times I've shred

I'm going to hold you in my arms

I'm going to fold my hands onto your palms

you will be my immortal

I will be your one and only girl

love death will be our mortal

I will never make you feel the pain and sorrow

I will be the guide you follow

I will be the cure for the poison you swallow

I promise that as longs as your gone my life will be hallow

By: Esra Chebli

Just do what I ask you to,

just trust me I know what to do,

we'll come together someday

maybe soon

just leave

and I'll get back at you

So pretty,
her eyes shine like the night lights in the city
but for she is a pity..
and sings a melody of a ditty
then she writes a letter ending it dearly
but leaves it in her diary
nothing will happen clearly
she still dreams on fearly
very briny..
this is about a girl who so pretty

It's 4:30 at night, and I'm beginning to write,

I turn on the light to improve my sight,

I put the earphones on and listen to the melody of a song..

I begin the first sentence but it sounds so wrong

an unusual difficulty

I usually have so much to spit outta my system

I begin to listen

the sound of the wind coming from the window in the kitchen

it brings back memmories of when we were children

after a long day of playing

laying in my bed tired

my bedroom curtains are highered

I would stare at the face of the moon

I lick my lips and taste the left overs of my dinner soup..

shooting stars race pass my window in the night sky

oh how i wondered what it was like to fly

I hear a tap coming from my door,

obviously it was my mother coming to tuck me in to read me a story book

it sucks now that I'm older,

I can read a book on my own..

we moved to a new home,

now I'm mature and I don't do the things i use to do no more..

The beauty of light breaks away

and the dark becomes a cliché

I am stronger

not physically

but mentaly

after all that was done to me

thats just how life is suppose to be

depending on others to lift me up

learning that they were only putting me down

pushin myself back up

whipin away my frown

walkin through miles of tragidy

walkin away from struggles of reality...

....The End....
"I feel like everything is starting to fall apart"

 is what she says to her boy with a broken heart

the boy has no reply..

she took it way to far

he starts explaining that they need to part..

things aren't working out, he thinks the move is smart..

later does he know shes with another man

it kills him to see them hold hands

he wants her back

but theres not a chance..

he sends letters and messages

theres no hope

travelling on broken passages

why does he feel like it's his loss

when it was his love she tossed

moving forward he trys

but still nothing feels right

he miss the way he use to hold her tight

he now regrets every fight

"I love You"

he whispers to her coming from deep inside

he still thinks about her every night

he still loves her like he did the very first time

days go by

still no reply

he finaly hears news

shes going on the next flight

an unhappy ending

it's time to turn off the lights.
By: Esra Chebli
(e-chebbz)

If you love your music, choose your earphones wisely for your ipod,

cuz you never know when they'll bail on you when ur in desperate need for them..

(The Worst earphones ever are the ones that come with the ipod you buy)

I see the future we've built, and the graves of guilt,

we've worked together, and now it's time for us to begin..

you are the next path way im leading to,

the direction with open roads and nothing to intrude

the way i am, the way with you its the way my love is

and yes its true

* * * * * *

* * * *

Hammered down with a nail.

a photo that tells a tale

bein with you, bein alone, it's been so long,

hurting deep down, cryin with in as i sing this song,

turnin around, lookin to the ground as i move along..

a lonley street, voices echo..you are now gone

im goin off at nothin you did, the words flowin through with the wind,

takin advantage of the fact you will forgive..

Feedin off the Enemies

gainin all my Energy

I'm charged like a Battery

rappin bout' my life Gallery

hits me like an Alergy

worth why it gotta be Challenging,

people don't know how much I'm Handlin,

But I'm proud to see were I am Standin...

Check out more from Rob Jamal Writes, http://oneohthird.blogspot.com

Just Think About It...

Being someone your not will get you nowhere in life. Follow what you truley believen, dont let nothing and noone put you down..so ask yourself this queston: Are you being someone your not?

Are you living a lie? look in the mirror when you ask yourself that..then see if you would recognize "you" after..not everyone likes you, not everyone likes me, everyone has there own opinion, but you should like your self the way you are, give it up, and show your self that real smile..or else its not worth walkin another mile..

Change..

If someone could only feel my pain,

The struggles I'm going through..

Sometimes I wish it was my life that I could rearrange,

Someone there to hold you..

Something called change.

Dreams Could Turn Into Reality

Battles of Life

Sometimes I dont want to go on with life, but then I step in the battle and try to win the fight.

There are times when I want to be alone, and my head feels like its going to explode,

The days I learn how to cope when I dont see that sign of hope.

When im in a battle and I got many things to lose, I take many risks on the decision I choose..

Contact me

e_chebbz@hotmail.com (for writing purposes only)