A little rappin goin on at youtube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXy5_ato5BY

http://www.youtube.com/user/cuteleb43
I..I be drivin in my whip..cool chrome..got the leather shit, rolled up windows injoyin my selfishness, beat up high..ppl lovin it, watch my car as I dip..right by them comin from da crib..the beamer benz or bently, don't know wut to pick, got them bitches jelouse wishin they havin it, all over me even if I be sagin on ma dick, I be like the fresh prince, people knowin what my trend is..wishin they had the life like the way I live,
I be in this beamer, fresh out the dealer, black shine, wit the back of the trunk got them speakers, with the seats special leather heaters, as I be drivin constantly checkin my rear view mirrors, no saftey shit, just wanted to make my own spotlight wit my high beamers..

tried somethin different wit this beat..the beamer benz or bently is rockin the streets..so Imma talk like i can aford this shit..sittin on expensive seats..I got the bucks up high..I got the chrome all over me..you got them rang rovers..but I got the heat...my car as fresh as wayne..3 peat...not the 22's..but the 24 inch wheels...body kit down low..my tires fresh from leo's...beats blast sick even wit the sound of neyo..I be drivin..but I feel like Im in the ocean..findin nemo..you be fryin when I pass by..it smell like edo...I aint any better..im one of them negros..a rich mawfucka...I put gold in my cheetos..im the hero of heros..I can drive all 3..I pass by like olla amigo!
-Written By Esra Chebli
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Written By http://www.youtube.com/user/UPP3RCUT90
Never had a Beamer Benz or bentley ... when I was was younger the fuel tank was always empty...pull up wit ur whip, lock ur doors & take ur keys don't tempt me ..coz riding an estrogen tank thats rusty ain't got no sex appeal...to drive thru the street it hurts yal don know how dat feels...like men watchin biatches runnin track in high heels... Im tellin u this muthafuckk ain't work like square wheels...but that was back in da dais when girls used to stuff tissues in they bra...Now I'm riding 22" in a imported car...make my appearance in a suburu sti wrx with 3 inch ground clearance...engine a beast exaughst attracting coppers coz it's causing noise inferearance...we can stunt all night..middle finger out the passener window when we ride makin lame fucks sick to dey tripe
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http://www.youtube.com/user/cuteleb43
-stop wit yo nagging..let me tell ya'll wut a drive...see my ride..fresh off kajiji..not a beamer benz or bently...man im tlkin bout 2000 dollar dealing...baught it from some guy named laweezee..he told me the exoust a lil leaky..thats why when my engin runnin it smell a lil cheesy..couldnt aford a honda..part time worker at arbys..man I had to wotk my ass off to get my hand on them car keys..
Written By Esra Chebli
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Written By http://www.youtube.com/user/3268right
-Fuck a beamer benz or bentley I be smashin my Chev'ee wit a bitch rollin Doe-de while i tip my Henny shit hit me like Semi she feelin on her Tities i got a nine (inch) bout to unload it til its empty, 25 then im Out then im Out its a Drought its a Drought im up to ptich im at the Mount now tell me the Amount cause i always got the Count with them yellow big birds
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http://www.youtube.com/user/cuteleb43
-yo dis is the beamer benz or bently..pick one but i pick 3 excludin my chevy..drive past you while u lyin there huggin yo teddy..depressed cuz ur ride ugly..like its ugly betty..im steady..like steady mobin u ready..hold up im bein to friendly..i think im a lil to trendy,u can smell my ride my ride so smelly..aha its belly the color so rich like the rich choclate of oh henry
Written By Esra Chebli
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Written By http://www.youtube.com/user/JerseyFatMan
-well your chocolate melt when I fly right by with a rice burner as my ride with the shiny new coat and that big blue tank got me 2 fat blunts rolled up with that dank quick like a shank between your ribs my ride so fast it shifts ya organs while you pouring that weak shit in your glass I got that RX-7 floating by your ass

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Written By http://www.youtube.com/user/3268right
-lol Bitch U must be Brazy if you think fuckin wit me Nightly or Daily Now take it 2 da throat like swallowing Babies u kant Fuck me with me like i got rabies homegrown 4rm 80's an i flow so Greatly with a thousand in the Teddy Ak made ya Steady hit u all up in ya Belly catch ya in ya in beamer benz or Bently i ant tryin to talk like low minutes on Celly thought u was Ready now lookin like confeady thats why ya shit smelly
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http://www.youtube.com/user/cuteleb43
-lol Dick U must be prayin,fuckin wit u is like fuckin wit ladies..ur words aint that big of a shit for me to swallow U crazy..yous tlkin like u got rabies..well then here imma rub u wit ma hankies..bitch I do this shit daily, like da girl version of shady, I get this shit top rating..I aint hating..u ridin on 80s wut the fuck is you drinkin
Written By Esra Chebli
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Written By http://www.youtube.com/user/3268right
-Ur rite fukn wit me is like fukin wit a Lady bkuz u kame in unprotected Now you got Hiv an u Burning then a G like me go in ya pockets an take ya Earnings an send ya Urn'en to yo mom in the Morning so she kan get to Mourning im pissing an im Pouring wit the Heat wit the Heat hotter than elijah Mornin rippin rippin threw ya Gournments You ant ready for this Torment you ant ready for this Torment Your as good as wood Dorment flick a blunt roach at you an watch it watch it get to Scorchin nigga theres yours Warnin
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http://www.youtube.com/user/cuteleb43
-u pissin an paurin wit the heat wit the heat..cuz i burned ya wit a lil speach crippled ya teeth..i get it from the air I breath u fuckin in ma world i bring the flame at yo feet, bitch dis is fuckin wit the real G..nah u cant creep me..wuts my warnin when I got u lyin here like grilled meat..oh here now i gotta use my hankies when i rubbed ur rabbies and rub them tears..while u b screamin sos rihanna come save me
Written By Esra Chebli

My Inspiration...He is.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-yfwoJlvhc

Freedom...this freedom flag
K'naan you makin the world sing
K'naan you makin this a better place
when rappers rap bout better days
but hear your song and know everythins gonna be okay
you brought the light into the darkness
and helped those who are strugglin
someone wants to make a change
man..you stopped my tumblin
Imagin how much you mean to those who are survivors
who lost loved ones in war fires
you took over that inner feelin that told them nothin will work
and stepped in and told'em you can never run outta hope
opened the eyes of the people who care about their dope
but you created this flag..and this flag you show..
cover black hearts, into sweatened oats
pulled them into this new world
washed out the hurt and pain..
your doin somethin with your fame
trynna make change..in just positive ways..
so I make this shout out to you
and others out there I may not have a clue
you all doin good
god bless ur souls
you helpin when everythin falls
you the ones makin this rain gold
you never just made this album and it sold..
it's a special one..it helped my goals
you did more then what we asked for
enternaiment is a master
but the key to sendin word to disasters
life is gettin sadder..
but if you can put a smile on a person face in just a day
I believe you can put a smile on a million others with just wut you say
say K'naan keep wavin that flag..

Written By Esra Chebli

Hey daddy..where you been all these years?,

mamma told us you had some stuff to do back at wall street..

you missed my first class

oh daddy look here!!

do you see!!

daddy!

daddy!!

watch me do a cartwheel

when mamma told me you were comin back

I thought you looked like uncle Jack

ahaha..because he's kinda wide and fat

no..!! because that's his brother in fact!

mamma reads us beautiful bedtime stories

she sings beautiful melodies..

I feel like she tries to tell me..

like she wants to say something

daddy why weren't you here?

why didn't you atleast visit us?

"Baby girl, why all the questons?,

you ain't old enough to understand, it's big people lessons

so come on over and take my hand

I have a little story to tell you

but it's a little sad..

come along and sit on this bench..

.and I'll tell you the rest.."

"when you grow up, weird things happen..

you'll discover something called love..

but you have to make sure your seat belts are fastened

because its a bumpy ride..

you see me and mamma went to school together..

we fell inlove,

so we started to date..

you see..

me and mamma made a little mistake..

that's when she got pregnant

me and mamma kept fighting because we had no money

thats when we decided to seperate

it was no joke..nothin was funny

so while I was a away..

mamma gave birth to you 30 days late

that's when they found out she had another on the way

but I became to afraid..

that's when I called uncle jack to stay

daddy was mad at himself

it was to hard for him to call

for you to ask about

when I tried I rang once..but put the phone down

but I come now

because I'll never be able to forgive myself

you've grown so big

I never even got the chance to see you as a kid

be by you while you were sick

hold you in my arms as a new born

I made mammas heart sore

that's why she don't know what I am back for

theres no point

I'm gonna hurt her more..

but I promise you I wont

that's why I wanna marry mamma and proove to her imma make it work

build this family stronger

hopefully I wont make things worse

I love her

and I love you to

but daddy gotta make up for all of this

 this a big wake up because he got kids

and they are his

so it's his job to take care of'em til the last day he lives..

Written By EsraChebli

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vc4Nl6i9tR0

you wanted to share a little somethin tried to tell me you liked me
wanted to make me your wifey
actin all...nicey
I took shit..even if you hurt me slightley
you see..theres this other chick an shes all pricey
just cuz you were her man don't be actin all mighty
see dis bitch...I mean these bitches..that your liking
this shit, you are probly now shitless from all this fighting
cuz boy you doin it for nothin
one girl after another..man ur somethin
I'm swarin all the way to my bedroom with a smile on my face
when I'm furious with you boy..ain't no lyin today
you think I never got the hang of this game ur trynna play
you fuckin dibshit I ain't got no time for this game
I ain't like yo bitches waitin to pleasure your ass
well boy when I said I loved you..well Imma go on and take that back
playin hot an cold..ain't you to old for that??
well you can go on and keep playin with them sacks
ur lucky I never left yo ass after you lied to me
admitted to it after days..man I was cryin for weeks
when I be hearin shit, and kept it inside of me
never told me nothin so you kept doin yo shit silentley..
don't be lookin in my eyes your a fuckin stupid lie!!
I fuckin hate you with all my pride
you need to go get yourself a life
oh yeah...let that bitch touch you from the front..
go on to the back
daymm someone had to tell me that...
I felt so low and still defended yo ass
well it's about time I leave yo ass..
find myself someone..and this time a REAL man
Imma now use simple words..Imma explain you
and Imma make every word worse...
you think ur hot..but ur simpley Not
have you heard that phrase..?
I added simpley to give it a better taste
hmmm..you..what's there not to hate?
everything should I say...
man your simpley fake..
I know I wear makeup and all..
but even if I were to dump my face in pounds
I don't think it'll compare to yo soul
you..have...a..Big head..
sorry boy..no offence
it don't go with yo skinny ass body
so I prefer a bigger body instead..
man das bad for you..
cuz I ain't got high standards..
it ain't no good if thats the truth..
looks aren't everythin to me..
but you didn't even have a personality
whats there to like about you?
the way you act?
or the things you do..

Written By Esra Chebli

...Decide Later...

so..you want to add me in your life again..

you want me back

but this time no pretend

you want it to be like before

or start off as just friends

I don't know..

because I don't like the way things ended

should it just be nomore..

or try to work things out like others did..

what for...

it's not like I can't be independent

but my heart is to sore..

so I choose to decide later before...

and I just stay silent..

and keep this pain cuttin within deep my core
and keep playin this violin..

Written By Esra Chebli

Lightening speed flashes through my veins
a photo of you dashes through my brain
thinking of our love my heart begins to race
as the feelin of butterflies tickle my face
images of me holdin you
the flexes in my arms are turnin blue
I see your eyes sparkle..what can I do?
when you be like an angel at center moon
just before I sleep I'm imaging..
us together laughin endlessley
this photo of you breathtaking
my shinin armer,
my shinin star
hold me close, don't keep me far
cuz you the one
the engin that runs my heart
keep me near with nothin to push us apart
puttin you in a phrase
rhymin lines with no right words to say
when words are outta place
but it fit so perfectly with you it's hard to explain
you my sugar that I need to taste
is it ok if I cut and paste..
a photo of you..
and put it in its place..

Written By Esra Chebli

When things end with no conclusion

I guess this love was just an illusion

I'm sorry for makin things so confusin

I made you feel like I took your heart and used it

but when I actually felt somethin for you boy..

but took your heart and abused it

when I be thinkin of you through the hole night

when we end our convo with no goodnight

it be always me that start the fight

I see where you comin from

I see why you wanna leave my side

I see you like no other guy

when you make me happy

but I feel shy..

you tell me it's hard to speak when lookin in my eyes

I feel the same way

but to you it's just a lie

listen to the words people speak

please don't let them play with your mind

and begin to look at me differently

these phases, these changes towards me

don't relate to me..baby I'm sorry..

I'll take them to consideration,

even while the rain pouring

I don't expect you to catch me while I be falling

but I'm prepared for how you wanna end this story

I'm strong enough to get throught it

even if I might be seein ur face every morning

Written By Esra Chebli..

Yo people!

check out my sis's blog out at

http://dr0paline.blogspot.com/

While you at it,

check out this youtube channel

be listenin to his freestyles!

http://www.youtube.com/user/huey808

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKuM1brIUDk

(this instrumental by 2pac called "starin throught my rear view mirror" went very

well with the poem I began writing.)

They be screamin, fighten, shouten

there voices get loud an..

we be climbin up this mountain

bang!

slam that door shut

as mamma starts to cry

as he tells her to shut up

he don't wanna try

she just wanna leave everythin behind

sleepin in seperate rooms through the night

got children on the side

do they realize there reckin there lives

me myself and I

I'm a child

I dont wanna grow up liven this life

I cover my face

I write along..

rely on my pears to be here while they be gone

through these years

scard memmories

this photo album burned

cuz you know..I got no gallery

my life..my failery

when school be turnin on me

marks droppin low from the stress that fallows me

counclers be askin me questons tellin me they're here

when no one understands

no ones trusting..

as my worlds rusting

these doors shutting

my walls tumbling..

shut the fuck up

stop your arguing..

*when it comes to reality..their is very less smiling,

you know..you'll find stress piling, no matter how

old you are or young, you could be goin through..

a lot of shit..

Nomatter the timing..don't expect to be sittin on

your ass assumin the way life is thinkin it be simple

Without experiencing..

whipe that smile off your face.

you don't know that it's miss placed

cuz when the time comes..

you'll find it completley out of shape..*

Written By Esra Chebli

missin you..

lookin in ur eyes..

holdin me tight..

missin you..

like..I'm...I'm missin ur vibe

when I think of our happyness through the night

when you ain't here..when I need you here by my side

missin your goodnight..

baby come back in my sight

when I be missin your touch...like I be missin your smile

we ain't talkin for a while..

so even if I had to walk bare feet towards you..I will

even if it'll take miles..

my heart beats as I be pressin these dials

hard to call you up

this pressure on my back piles..

missin you...

I'm..I'm..missin your love

when you use to tell me baby I'm missin your touch

I kept you warm like a winter glove

like you kept me close when I felt like givin up

while everythin reminds me of you

every step you walked I be steppin with you

feel me baby..feel the pain I'm goin through

this feelin be like december in june

whipe this snow away

because I be frozen with the thought of you

I miss you so much..

miss me the way I do

bring back the summer

or baby these flowers will never bloom..

Written By Esra Chebli

I waited for you
trusted you
loved you..
held you
brought happyness when I was with you
missed you
cared for you
forgave you
never played you
risked everything for you..
but now I'm lyin here
whipin my sleeve across my cheak
when you told me to never cry
it's the only thing you never want to see
my heart bleeds
with worster pain then you acted like it was for you to see a tear
I gave up everything
followed and fell for the things you would say to me
and now sleepless nights
trynna help myself out
turnin to my good side
I say to myself I can beat this fight
losin you is hard
but thats just life
when I don't want to accept you outta my life
my emotions depend on you
but that can't be right
everythings bright when everything seems to be fine
but after the strike..
it's hard to see when you turned off the lights
you don't love me the way I do
yeah...thats how I feel when I'm with you
when you got these other chicks on the side
what I see
how I feel
forget all the shit I hear about you
when you tell me I'm wrong..
it's kinda hard to believe
when I thought I felt love bein rapped in your arms
maybe I am wrong..
wrong about you bein faithful and makin me strong..

Love you..

Written By Esra Chebli

with the start of depression of no hugs

when all I needed is love

til oneday I got exposed to drugs

took a sniff..

til every sniff was never enough

got this addict..

til this addict became way to much

I can't live without it

when in the beginin I doubt it

thought I was strong

just one sip ain't wrong

and now Imma drug attict

took me to rehab

but rehab act like static

these drugs were magic

but they said my drug use was massive

and now I'm layin here

I gotta have it

with the temptation

this high sensation

but yet crashin into my life is tragic

hurtin my mamma

man I can't forget her reaction

when she told me

why this the only thing that reach my satisfaction

when now all I be is on my own

 child care came and took me away from my home

so I guess I gotta pay for the consequences of my actions

hope I get well and walk outta here laughin.

Written By Esra Chebli

Runaway Love instrumental (Ludacris ft Mary J)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWhxcgXTdlY
-Just began lyrics tonight only got verse one finished.
will be updated..

(verse #1) 25sec-1:05
These thoughts be scary when they be comin by
wanna runaway from home
start a hole new life
things aren't gonna be the same...
leavin everythin behind
but it's time to work things out
take the pain away from my life.
poppin pills, maybe drug use
or runnin from a relationship with physical abuse
I'm holdin myself down with the right thing to do
so I runaway in my own world and thats where I find you..
where I once seeked for love and affection..
where I once bled out of emotional depression..
and now when I find someone just right
when I be blind from a completley fine pupil in my eye..
how nobody listen or see the pain that I'm sippin
losin everythin but it just don't finish
what is left for me to do?
I guess runnin away is the only thing that came through..

Written By Esra Chebli

In The Mind Of Whom..?

"Shes so young...it's time to have some fun,
when she fall so easily when all I want is to feel on her buns,
when she be just 15...it's time to play with her intellectually,
haha she even go against her family..
when she think I'm serious, she full of insanity.."

-How does he really think?...for a colldge boy is it sick?
when we look at our parents and the age difference..
depends on the envirnment he grew up in..
way back home
so I can't really understand him
what did I get outtta all this..?
well now I can tell when a guy begins to bol-shit..

Written By Esra Chebli

Walked in seperate ways..

but ended up in the same place..

...in the land of mirrors..

me and my second face...

Written By Esra Chebli

beat be movin along as I be writin this song

heat risin to the top as I be fighten to give it my best shot

e-chebbz the name I give myself ain't a secret for long

I'm willin to erase every face that is willin to move me outta place

I'm willin to give my all even if it takes my soul

I'll hold on tight

if it peels my skin to the last layer of meat

Imma keep on hodin

til I get pulled off my feet

Written By Esra Chebli

Ring Ring, the phone go off four in the mornin, wuts happenin I'm sleepin
I tumble over their you are sayin your leavin,when you surprise me with ur cheatin
while you leavin me for another and I'm lyin here bleedin,
don't know how to get ridd'a the pain that I'm feelin
whats this I'm seein!?
a letter of my letter you promised to keep it..
fuck this..fuck it, cryin tears cryin buckets,
there be no way to unlock these lockets when my hands be glued in my pockets.

Written By Esra Chebli

school is packin me with homwork..barely got time for anythin

need a passin mark, so no stress..I gotta worry about other problems I'm livin

Written By Esra Chebli

maybe if I touch a star
or just let it fall..
to me
let it come down
let the world see
my personality
my soul who makes me
who I am
what I breathe
as the makings of a chebli
to e-chebbz
the name I be givin myself for a living
my hobby
what I injoy most
what I consider my toppings
what makes me happy
don't be pullin me away from it
cuz nothin can stop me
I don't care if you look at me as a tommy
cuz I'm no boy
maybe I just copy

Written By Esra Chebli

I'm afraid I might miss you
maybe miss you just a little to much
when I don't want to just miss you that much
cuz just maybe I love you more then love
and even when looking in yor eyes I can't get enough
wutif I stay loving you forever
and the thought of you just wont leave my mnd
how will I deal if your not here nxt to my side
but when I even miss you when your right next to me
when your gone imagin what it'll be like...

Written By Esra Chebli

Red faded white petal tips

as the rain falls the petals drips

stem be holdin on leaves with full grip

a flower blooms the blossoms live.

The white sheets of clouds drift away

sun brakes through from a flowers pray

givin light creatin a new shinin day

a rainbow appears from nomore rain.

Windows be open for the fresh sent of air

the sky look down, the sky just stare

puddles splash, the reflection glares

as a new born butterflys caccon tares.

birds sing

chinglers ding

as ducks move along with more water the rain brings

a cry from the pain of a bees sting

as the sunsets and the sky turns pink

flower petals now shut

oxygen now be taken up

moons light not bright enough

we all rest asleep til the sun appears from up above.

Written By Esra Chebli

when you get held back by something you can't control
for example somethin you've been told..
it could change the rest of your life
and turn everything upside down
everything was fine..atleast you thought it was..
never thought it could turn your hole life around
yet it could be good
but what happens if it's bad..?
life can be so sad...

Written By Esra Chebli

empty medows, walkin ladies with stilettos, sharin a life in the ghetto, lookin through a barely visible window, walkin in the shadows of the hurt and loss of power, crumbs of devour, through rain showers, the bloom of a flower, a lemons sour, lookin..pickin up for a coupl'a fights, jookin be walkin throught the nights, empty streets, corners here and their..with a couple of gangsters waitin for you to pull a hair. bars, smokin, car alarms are off cops be runnin shootin one or two shots brakin flower pots as they run through yards of lots, criminal charge..be held against..alteast liveable, but hard to taste...

Written By Esra Chebli

six and a-half months
shit and love I got none
when I said leave I don't want
but you didn't listen to a point I became numb
when you said you miss me in your arms
I look back and it's just so fucked
what you took when my heart was just suppose to be touched
and now you sit back and bluff
you don't opprecitate what you got..
that's why I've moved on
but why you act like it's so hard to accept
boy you commited theft
and stole my heart and ended it in a wreck
I'm a doll made outta cotton weeves
the feelings of nothin
my eyes just blank lidlessly
when your suppose to be here
understanding me
your there..
talkin like you don't care
makin a fool outta yourself
when you gotta girl for once
your lucky...lucky I was with you
but now I hope you realized how much I don't need you..

Written By Esra Chebli

Just stop..I'm gettin sick.. I can't handle seein your face.
I can't handle hearin your voice..
when all I got outta this is hurt
I don't even wanna think..
pointless stress..
one last thing I ask from you..
please stop
I need a rest
stop your bluffin
because it's hurtin the heart that's beatin against my chest
all I ask for is to move your own way
please I'm begging you
soon my life is going to be thrown away
it's enough
it's time to unlock me out these cuffs
just stop...
it's the only thing I ask from you..

Written By Esra Chebli

This is a Poem Written By my sister abby...

"I'm so confused,
don't know what to do,
should I give "us" another chance...
I don't even know if I want you,
It seems like I need you,
I pretend I'm fine, but everywhere I go
I see you, an illusion of you,
I ask myself why, but I still don't know
everything...just everything reminds me of you,
it's like there are signs leading me to you,
tellin me that your thinkin of me too,
but the thought of you wont leave me alone...
sometimes I feel like I gotta heart of store,
because I try to erase the feelings inside of me,
but it's the truth that I'm destined to be,
so I fly away, so my heart could set free,
now tell me, what would you do if you were me?
I know for the both of us, it's not easy,
so the forces of repellment are pullin me away...
but for real, it's with you I wanna stay...
you dont even know this, I care for you, but I don't think you notice,
you probly think I'm mean, to blunt & honest,
but you don't know half of what goes on in my chest,
I just need a rest, I don't want to play the role of the reject,
I'm just goin on with life, not knowin what to expect...
but I'm stuck in this situtation clueless of what to do next...
with everythin that's goin on, I'm trynna stay strong,
I miss you, & the way we use to get along,
I would send this to you, to put it in a song...
But I'm afraid you might skim through it,
cause the format is to long."

Written By Abbz Chebli

Hamdualla is all I'm left to say..

when you turn to religon and give it word and pray..

a true believer in god..what is there to be ashamed?

everyone got there own thoughts and feelings..

but Hamdualla; it's the way I was raised

Hamdualla..thanks to god..is what it means

yeah...thanks to allah

is what I say when I acheieve

when I fail it pulls me closer and makes me stronger to believe

we don't like to admit our sins..

but we'll eventually face them at a certain point

we can only keep them in to a certain extent//

just like smokin a joint..

you can't keep the smoke in your system for to long

it builds pressure and forces you to caugh it out..

Christains, Muslims, Atheists, Buddhism, Judaism,

Spiritism, Sikhism. Baha'i Faith, Jainism ect..

it don't matter..we all believen different things

but I share for what I believen..

what I turn to..

my religon I admire

and stick my head up high to..

when I'm proud to say I'm muslim

when it be hard to say in America..

there be stereotype..like every muslim is a tourist

when a white man could be carryin a bomb and could be holdin a marit

just trynna speak as a citizens right to..I believe it's wrong

and believe they should put a stop to..

I ain't sayin we inoscent..

just sayin the truth of what we livin in..

the way we handle things..

I'm proud to let you all know I'm a muslim

what will be your expression..

you just can't stop lookin..

Written Bye Esra Chebli

I wish I knew sooner..
because you know it's always better sooner then later..
never knew life was such a hater..
to find out that it only gave me anger..
eatin up everythin and leavin nothin but bones and flesh as the remainder

Written By Esra Chebli

it's funny how someone can hurt you so bad..
with just simple words and make you so sad..
it's funny how someone can help you stand..
like I mean on your feet
but also make you weak just by lettin go of your hand
it's funny how we depend on eachother
but yet leave one another..
it's funny how we all change
but we notice it from eachother without realisin were all the same
this world's a funny place
it's kinda like a board game..
runnin in circles..since the worlds a globe
and we think we can throw somethin away
how can we forget the past when it was just yesterday
we lived it..we can't just move on and act like it's a new day
life is an issue...with many problems in it to solve
in the end you never know what the conclusion was to resolve
how do we just keep movin on
like we still wake up to a new day
we think we've givin up, but we seem to naturaly find a new way
we use eachother
for love, for friendship, for style, for recognition, for beauty
it's just so funny
it's common sence, why get mad when you eventually give it another chance
we are creatures that adapt to anything
hot and cold
not just weather
even if we had to walk on feathers
we always gotta way
but you know what else is funny?
how goodbye is a hard word to say
but we still say it..
and we still make it
even if you thought you can't take it
look it's a miracle!
the words are written clearly infront of your face
there you go..now you know we kinda all make mistakes
no ones perfect..just live your life at the fullest.. ;)

Written By Esra Chebl

Diary...

My 2009,

I struggled..struggled to a point that I tumbled..I tried new things, met new people..and I learned for what it brings. Hangin with the wrong crowd, tryin to make everyone but me proud..puttin myself down, barrying me into the ground..I call it the worst year..the worst year for me, I learned things the hard way, and I blame it for the person I am today. This year has affected me in many ways. I became depressed and stresssed..but it's what made me start writing, what I experienced I hope to never experience again, just fights..I remember writing one of my first poems and it was about why I was chosen to live this life. when summer came..the drama starts, it's when everything started falling apart, I didn't know what was happening..til I realized me and my loved ones were begining to part..I was inlove..it was my first love or maybe a deep crush, I took many risks that I don't regret taking because I believe it was worth it for my heart to be aching..things got messed up, I kept my love for him on the down low, I wanted no one to know..but it was never kept as a secret it began to show..I got in shit..lost my advantages..lost the meaning of what trust is..seein my best friend as an enemy, never would of thought things will be like this. I felt like everything turned against me..like the world hated me..me and her were still tight, I still called her everytime I cried..but what happened after..some people got involved in her life...I wish I can share whats happening today..tell her whats new..maybe I should call..but no..I don't think she wants to talk nomore..but it's all good, I gotta learn to accept things in life, I lost many things before..but this friendship was one thing losing I cant aford..but I'm asuming it's to late, I hope she finds a better mate. I learned that if I start off on my own..I finish on my own, it's crazy for how much I've grown..all I wanted was for someone to understand, but no one will understand me as much as myself and I gotta learn to accept that to..I know I can do it...I know I can stand on my own..so now I identify me as "the unknown"....

The Diaries of Esra Chebli and life...

Diary...

My 2010,
I'm startin a new year..new pears..a new me, takin every opportunity my eyes are more wide open for me to see...but more to come when a new day appears..

The diaries of Esra Chebli and Life..

The stage lights..the spotlight be on me.

the attention... tonight the world be dancin

the music...everyone be jumpin

my heart is pumpin..today the world changes

clubbin...we got the subs an..

we all be rockin...til the mornin

we lovin..move an..chillin...an we givin..

all we got..we be sippin..with the east coast swingin

holdin..on a mic..we singin...we rappin

sayin whatever..like who cares we better

laughin...pictures takin..like the paparatzi

be like paris hilton...the big glasses we show off an...

I'm the star...in the spotlight

every news paper, pictures of the craziest hang overs

in the parkin lot there be range rovers

no limos, just trashy...we got them haters

it don't matter bout the mercedes..

we don't care if you think you be gettin them ladies

we got all we got

we put in what we have

don't think of cost

man we just spend

passed out..wakin up in some house

it be 4:30 in the evenin

we just woke up from bein partyed out

now..it's time..to..party..all night..til the mornin

we club til it be to drunk to drive

we be like brokencyde

things get dirty..

there be no lights

we wake up sorry

but we keep partying like maniacs tl we fallin!

Written By Esra Chebli

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said at the right place
at the right time
most importantly the words waiting to come out from deep inside
sit back and think..
with a glass of water
through your thoughts you sink
are you willin to take it farther
or did you run outta ink
are you thinkin it over smarter
no mistakes
neither of us want to make
thats why I promise things will never change
the memmories from when we first met
til today
when we became our own set
there will be no games
there will be no pain
it's the time to make it our best
keepin it locked in a treasure chest
no time to play
I got the right words to say
I thought it over
and over
this is somethin I was willin to go for
just serious
I don't mean to be so curious
but I was kinda oblivious
so it was brought up
it was in me for to long
I'm glad notin between us had to stop
and now that huge weight is gone.

Written By Esra Chebli